冰洋世纪

感觉最近一段时间很辛苦啊，而且每天好像都睡眠不够，这一段时间好像没什么好事发生，相反坏事倒是一大堆。另外发现我现在画的画越来越抽象了，估计早就没人能看得懂了。

I have not read GRE with a long time. I think I must cost more time to learn something that I believe it is good for use. I will buy a new PPC these months.

曾经以为没落是形容旧社会时腐败败坏的结局，没想到我现在对这个词的理解也开始越来越深刻了，因为我觉得我现在已经处于贫困线上了，虽然我仍旧感觉不到这个底线在哪里，但却已经发现无力满足当前所需了。前几天不知哪来的一桶泡面掉进我正准备穿的鞋子里了，害得我清理了半天，真是倒霉。

There are a great number of things to do now. Sometimes I cannot fix it. But I will finish every thing as the best form. It is too warm these days, I do not like the wheather like this.

看来我逃脱不了部分人说我是贵族、眼中含有阶级层次的形象了，这令我受到非常大的刺激，并且就算我承认我是贵族，那难道贵族也要受到歧视才对吗？这几天好像对我极其不利，不知道是怎么啦。不过好在好像大多数人都认为我没有这种高高在上的感觉，但就是有这么一群人在我眼前晃来晃去说我非常高调、看不起他们，下次还是找个地方躲起来的好，省得面对这些乱七八糟的言语。

Nothing I have done. Maybe I should never explain with them, because they just like to say these words. I am always keeping walking alone with the dreams far away from me.

今天是个很不错的日子，天气很好，还有很多很好的事情发生。猫猫是这个世界上最乖乖的动物啦，因此感觉今天猫猫们都很开心，至少我很开心，虽然我不是猫猫。

It is a beautiful day with fresh air, colorful flowers and friendly sun. We can have a rest today. Because the pretty cat told me that it is a great holiday. And I will celebrate it.

貌似什么都有，却又发现什么都没有。物质与精神上的空虚，体现出没落的现实，好像世界上只有我是孤独的，只是别人看不出来。不是失去了很多东西，而是根本就没有这些东西。终于，我已找不到动力，只剩一个躯壳，仍旧隐藏着无人知晓的世界。

Sometimes I hope I have a normal life. But I like the feeling filled with miracle and surprising. Unfortunately we have no choice to choose our lives. Even if it is the difficulty of decide. Then I am just a machine which is running without my power.

突然很明显地发现很多东西的确需要依靠一点一滴积累出来的，这个时候才体会到了加号的真正内涵，白天与黑夜其实都一样光明，只是我们被眼睛蒙骗了。

We are living in a magic world which includes a great number of things anticipatory. But it is important to choose the point of view.

今天有人说我非常有距离感，说我是贵族高高在上，一点也不平易近人，以前好像也有人说过类似的话，不过真是如此吗？我认为不是。谁能告诉我真相，我现在受到刺激了。

This is the special months that I should spend time to keep my mind in heart and design a play in fact. Something I cannot say. But I found it always like that. I am really tired.

终于，我明白了，我仍然是王者，无人能比。创新意识和最新技术只是一些炫耀的基石，然而超前的理念却能让我们立于不败之地。现在我要重新找回属于我的光辉，并也同时照亮别人。

The team I am in now is dated. However, I have the spark to kindle the march of walking ahead. But I must change a environment to pioneer a new world.

Luckly, I have the Violty Studios and other teams which are also striving with me by our originality and dreams.

今天就是传说中的端午节了。粽子倒没吃，好像前两个星期就有人请我吃了粽子，而且只要心情好就没有什么不妥。最近突然又感觉这个世界是非常的光明，一切都是那么的生机盎然。

I feel it will be a good begin now.

有人要暂时住进贫民窟了，真不是一件好事，不过现实还是要接受的，不愿意也是要暂时忍耐的，所谓能屈能伸，还好不会要很久，否则就真的不太好办了。

It sounds not good.